A submissive Man

As I head towards my 47th year, I am contemplating the things I want to achieve this year. Aside from work and financial goals, I want to be become a better submissive.

I am on the whole a relatively good sub, but could I be better? Hell yes, there are all sorts of things I could and should be doing. A good sub should always know their place, but lately I have found myself forgetting my place, sharing my opinions with my Mistress sometimes even forcefully. I have come home late, not cooked on time, let my chores slide to name but a few misdemeanours. Little by little I am becoming less submissive and I need to stop this in it’s tracks.  

Luckily for me my Mistress likes being in charge and normally keeps me in my place. But I have been having a bit of a tough time lately and I think she has been cutting me some slack. This is of course really kind of her, but what I need is my Dominant to dominate me. She knows the stricter she is the more I respect and look up to her. I know that when she reads this we will be able to get back to business as usual. 

The new me will be home on time for fear of a caning if I am even a minute late. I will be cooking dinner on time so I can serve it by 7.30 sharp. I must also pay attention to my mouth, if my Mistress wants my opinion she will ask for it and there will certainly be no answering back. I am certain a trip or two to the kitchen sink, to thoroughly wash my mouth out with plenty of liquid soap, will help me to remember to keep it closed and respectful. My previous mouth soapings have usually been accompanied by a good spanking, but let’s wait and see what Mistress has in store, as she will know what is best.

What’s in it for me you might ask? Firstly, being under the control of my Mistress relives my worries and fears, giving me an immense feeling of calm. I can focus my attentions solely on pleasing my Dominant. This makes me happy. The control dynamic, knowing that my Mistress has absolute control over me and is free to use me entirely as she sees fit.

I know my Mistress doesn’t understand why someone would like to be controlled and dominated, but that is because she is strong willed and dominant. When she is wealding a cane I am truly in awe of her superiority and power and although the pain breath-taking at times, the power she holds over me is intoxicating.