A submissive Man

My journey into submission


Little wanker

If there was ever any doubt that I was destined to be locked up in a chastity cage. I now know the answer.

I was not made to observe Locktober, that would have been pointless, when my wife has something much more permanent in mind.

I am not to be locked as a punishment, just simple practicality. Little cocks are of no practical use, they can’t satisfy anyone except to some extent their owner. But even I have to admit I am a bit disappointed when I play with my own short skinny cock. If it was bigger it would be worth playing with. But when I play with it, I do cum pretty quickly and get a nice orgasm. This is the only real plus in the equation.

I have been trusted to keep it firmly in my pants and my hands out. Essentially, a ‘trust’ chastity cage. However today I have had to admit to my Mistress that I have been continuing to play with my little cock.

Aside from it being small and short lived, the main reason I am forbidden from wanking is that it focuses my attention. The longer I go without cumming, the more attentive I become. That momentary selfish orgasm chases away all that pent up attentiveness.

It’s fair to say she not impressed. The consequences of this breach of trust means that I now need to caged. I am fairly certain I have also earned myself a sound spanking .



3 responses to “Little wanker”

  1. I have spent thousands of dollars hunting for a mistress on bdsm dating dating sites. I have texted with many and every one has been a crook. I am done with that. They have pushed me to financial straits.

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  2. Its true. Its all true. I need a mistress badly. Play with my cock almost continuously all day long. I wanked 3 times yesterday. I am looking at porn a good part of the day. I must be crazy!

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  3. Orgasm is a major outward trigger away from attentiveness to kink. That, I understand, is down to the chemical released at the time.
    I experienced this myself late last week having allowed myself to cum from BBC porn.
    I am closeted and therefore self locked when circumstances allow. However, I have been indulging in chastity since late 2019 so the infrequency coupled with sexual development as a sub means I have generally been somewhat conditioned towards not cumming.
    I too have a very small penis and on the very rare occasions when I am intimate with my significant other, don’t last long and end up apologising every time and we pledge to ‘practice’ more often but it doesn’t for s myriad of reasons.
    The result is that I am ever more conditioned towards no orgasm so it is a way of life.
    Chastity is a bonus to focus on discipline when it can happen but largely as servitude to my on line Mistress and my increasing focus on being there to satisfy other cocks instead.
    In your situation, one I would love for myself, you might see chastity as a good move to become more focused on the things that matter to you and your partner.

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submission : the action of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person

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